I think I think I think...yes i Do!

Today was excellent! Its like working with all your best mates and really having a chill out time. You guys really rock man!

Oh oh.. i did my first tour today. It was very scary but i remained calm all the way, or should i say i tried. Haha. God really have to thank IXX for the things she did to help me.

There's a fear that burns,
Like trash inside
And you're ashamed of the curse,
That burns your eyes

Sometimes in life, there are a certain type of people that enjoy twisting words to save their butts. If these are the type people you call friends, you ought to be careful. They'll do anything to save their ass.

If someone is mean to you one minute and nice to you the next, there is definitely something wrong.

When seeking justified revenge from the backstabber, take time to closely observe their antics and policies. When the opportunity comes along- fool them into their own game but do it with style and grace. Make sure you're not going against your own values and self-worth in the process.

Anil

A sly fox.

If i am the only one who said those stuffs, then yes i am guilty. But the fact is I wasn't the only one who said it. You know who YOU are. So yea, its a matter of time before you have to come out from behind that wall. Oh oh and, don't think covering up helps eh.

Tonight was the night.

First and foremost i did not post was like eternity cause i was working and was very lazy and tired to do.

Anyways, school is going to start tmr and i am really excited and sad for it.

Also, tonight will be the night i will remember for a long time.

David Archuleta-Crush
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush!
‘Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know.....

[Chorus]
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
‘Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch your breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush aint going away, going away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch your breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush aint going away
This crush aint going away
Going away
Going away

I think that this sums up most of what i said to that person and i hope things turn out well!

In the Midst of...

Hey! Holidays have been going on for about a few weeks now and it has been great. Been working most of the time and made new friends.

Today the 15 of Sept, was the day my results came out. Apparently I did well and in the feat of excitement, i accidentally hit my toe against the table and could have possibly fractured my toe or sprained it badly. Anyways, its healing soon and i hope i can get back to work on weds!

woohoouoooo!

yay.. exams are all finally over and the holidays are here. Still not in the mode though cos all the thoughts on mobio is running through my head. Gonna start work on monday and hope that its going to be fun and a good learning experience for me.

This is an utterly short post.

Tonight will be the night that i will...

have to stay up late..


Hah..okay what a start eh.. Yea.. been slacking a little too much that i have to start to "chiong" for my paper on friday. I don't think it would be very difficult as the qns that can be asked is very limited. However, i must still know every bit of the subject to get a decent grade.


Adiyos Amigos
Anil

Exams coming, Holidays are too!

Hi all, Yes as the title states, exams are fast approaching. In fact, i have a paper coming friday. The good thing is that, after all the exam stress, holidays will be here. Got myself a job and hope to earn lots of money for future investments..^^

The thing i do not like about exams is the feeling one will get after the paper. The "what if i did this.." or "I should have done that.." kinda feeling is utterly pathetic and sickening. It also lingers with you for a few days making you feel miserable.

Anyways, i'd be getting something that i lost a few weeks back again. Going to make a new purchase and hopefully, the same thing doesn't happen again.

Heres me signing off to yet another wondeful day.
Anil

Adding to the noise..

Well, actually something really sad happened ytd! The male of my pair of Senegals flew away. It was very idiotic as it happened tite infront of me and it sickens me to the fact i couldn't do anything at all. It was like within 5-7 secs, everything was over. ARGH..

Anyways, theres no point pondering about what i could have done or what i should have done. Cos it's over now.


There are however good stuffs that happened too. I sent my resume to the birdpark and they called me for an interview!! Woohoo! Its tmr at 4pm! I hope i get the job. Its near my house and also i might be a step closer to what i want to do.

Basically, i think when i graduate, i'd like to either go into medicine or be an avain vet. Some might say its too soon to think about what we want to do but come on we can have everything we want except time. Think now and you won't repent later!

Nilo

youths in pain.

Argh, I can't imagine that time really flies darn fast. That bloody CYC is having the CT2 for INAC coming tues and i have barely even finished studying for half of the topics coming out. The best thing is that, ALL topics is tested. from the start of the sem till now. Its like damn pathetic to study fer all! Oh mother Fuker!

Ah, i think i shall spend my time staring at the lecture notes to see if it talks to me.. Darn.. its like there is totally no mood to study for it.

Okay. bye
Anil
rocks the world

The Sun Sets In The East.

Yes, that was the weirdest thing i said today. Everyone around me was like laughing at me. Omg.. those monkeys..argh.


Anyways, i think that my K850i is gone. Everytime i receive a msg, the phone will just shutdown or momentarily die. Its damn pathetic. Sometimes, it even hangs at the menu screen for so long. God damn it.. I've gotta get it repaired.

And Macdonald's such a screw up. Of all the days, they had to jumble up the delivery meals today. I got some crappy shit and my meal when to someone else..Called to clarify with them and they said "do not touch the meal, someone will come and collect it." This goes to show that the same is happening for mine on the other side eh.. ah.!

Today i also made a major discovery..^^(thats a bit of a brag)
The seq. for my BIF project so actually correct. I am freaking happy! Its at last on the correct track. Woohoo! I mean we were on the rite track but now we are progressing.

Me and my 5 senses.

Woo.. i have never felt better then today! Haha.. I think that i should really stay from all the negative people in live and just be with people i want to be. Its like today, i just did some stuffs on my own and was very happy..haha.. i don't know why.

I think its cos, sometimes i hate the stuffs that people say and do and would rather keep to myself for that purpose.. As in like seriously, sometimes people say things they don't know hurts and i know i myself have done it myself. =P

Anyways, i was talking to best friend just now and came to a conclusion. From now on, if i do not like anything or anyone i would just say it out Ok?..haha.. I think its best for me and the other person la. No point beating around the bush. No more Mr Nice Guy. I've been saying that quite a while.. i know some people have realise a change in me.. well its cos i'm not "blind" no more.. ;)

I have also been getting some comments from friends that i'm being a little weird and random with my topic tittle and post. I think its me and i don't want to change it.

Faust, Midas and Myself.

Wo..back to update. Have you ever felt that after blogging a while, you get so tired and bored about it that you just stop doing it? Haha.. had that feeling for the past week..

Woo.. lots of fun things happened for me the last week. However, i don't know why, i don't really find school fun. So normal eh.

i do not want to go into further details about last week though.

Okay now lets get back to reality. Its going to be week 13 of school tmr and in a few more weeks, the term ends and the holidays are here. I so totally cannot wait for that. I was talking to a very good friend of mine about the goals in life that i want to achieve. She really inspired me to work for it and i really can't wait to achieve it.

Thanks to Val, who has a friend working in JBP, i am kinda attracted to join in too. Woo..

To be frank, there were many more thing i would like to say in today's post but i think i shall not.
Things like sch and stuff are yet to pop up. I also sense some distance to certain people and some get closer. Haiz.. its life eh.. well i couldn't be bothered.

This is a good sentence to use. Why should one be bothered about things that does not appeal to him. Am i correct? There were some who "posted" sarcastic remarks, to hell with you.

Kudos to myself!

We are the symphony of modern humanity.

Was very tired ytd to update this place. I'm glad to say that ytd, My group for InE have sucessfully acted/done our event. WooHoo.. We went to National Museum and Singapore Arts Museum.. Took pics and pics and there.. our event was done. The best part of all, it didn't cost us a single cent! Yes, the entry fee for both places were paid by Ngee Ann Poly. We just had to fill up our student id and name and we could enter. Omg, this is like the best thing la.

Anyways, the turnout was quite okay. However, i only had one friend to bring. The others were either out or had stuffs to do. Yea.. its kinda sad.. anyways.. i spent most of my time talking to one member in my group..haha... For some of you it will be kinda obvious to who that person is.

Anyways, i really enjoyed working with that person and its going to be weeks before i might not be able to see that person again. Haiz. Heres to pics i kinda like. Theres alot more though.

After that, went our to my friends place to collect something for my birdie. Sat and talk to him and his fids for some time and one of my best fid friend actually regurgitated for me.. Sweet but yukky too.. its was cheeky "Meeky". Heres a pic of him drinking a nice cup of warm coffee.

What A Bad Day..

Today was very horrid. When i woke this morning, i could barely move my hand to stop my alarm. I felt so bed-ridden. My whole body ached like hell and i had a horrible block nose.. Kept waking up throughout the night. Haiz..


Sadly, i could not attend my Innovation and Enterprise module because of that and when to see the doctor instead.. Haha.. damn shiok.. stay at home and slack the whole day watching Friends!

Yea.. recently, i have been addicted to Friends and have not been missing any episodes. Omg.. why do they only have 10 seasons!?


Anyways, got news from my InE group that our event is going to held this sat. We are doing an arts themed event that helps people understand arts and culture more efficiently

okay okay.. i dun really know what i'm writing..
Till Next Time.

Solitude..

Well well, another day another story eh? Haha..

I suddenly realise that i am very prodigal with money! OH NO.. i must start saving!

Anyways, I think this song sums up my day.

This Is Home

by Switchfoot

I've got my memories
They're always inside of me
But I can't go back
Back to how it was

I believe now
I've come too far
No I can't go back
Back to how it was

Created for a place I'll never know

- Chorus -

This is home
Now I'm finding where I belong
Where I belong
Yeah this is home
I've been searching for a place of my own
Now I've found it
Maybe this is home
Yeah this is home

Relief for the misery
I've seen the enemy
And I won't go back
Back to how it was

And I've got my heart set on what happens next
I've got my eyes wide
It's not over yet
We're a miracle
And we're not alone

And now, after all my searching
After all my questions
I'm going to come home
I've got a brand new mindset
I can finally see the sunset
I'm going to call it home

Now I know
This is home

I've come too far
No I won't go back
This is home

THE END!

Bday Celebration!

Today was Vince's bday. So, to celebrate it, we went to Sentosa to chill out at the beach. Alot of funny things happened on the way there because of the things i said. OMG.. so things i said, i really regretted. No matter what, i will not post it here and i fine it dumb.

Yes, i am indirectly calling myself stupid!

Okay anyways, when we reach to Siloso beach.. we played Volleyball! and yea.. Eugene and me trashed Xian Wang, Daryl and Vince.. But the ironic was, they were all good players themselves.. maybe cos the space a little too constraint eh?..

Ah.. got vince a bed-like float.. very nice.. but the thing got lobang sia.. then when blown, it flattens back within no time.. really sry vince. Didn't expect that!

Then, xw rented a kayak and a few of us took turns to go kayaking.. was very fun and tiring.

Ate at Sakae Sushi after that and when home..haha!

See i made a long day into something short. Woohoo! Really enjoyed myself and i guess the rest did too.


Okay.. i don't want to spoil the post but i would like to the bring out a tiny topic about communication. There are times when certain things said can be forgiven or even forgotten. But, i think that some people should really start thinking about what they say. Cos, a person might not show his/her dislike of whatever being said but, deep down inside, it will hurt him/her. I mean you can't always blabber out whatever in your mind and just make people accept it. So, c'mon people, look at yourself in the mirror, you're not any better. I think it takes some people more time to realise their mistakes but i hope its not too late.

Always remember, have respect when you are communicating with anyone and always put their feeling's before yours.. yes it sounds weird but if you come to think of it, some people say stuffs to make themself happy but in turn, they hurt the other party. Okay, enough said. I hope i do not need to post of such things again. =)

More pics of the outing!

The Best Day Ever!!!

Today was the best day of my life as of this year.. Nothing could make it any better then today!
There are a parrot outing at Mr Jimmy Lim's house. He is Singapore's most renowed parrotlet breeder. His collection of them was amazing and boy was it an eye-opener to see that many different colour of parrotlets. His house was amazingly beautiful and so was his hospitality. I was quite lazy to bring my fids over to his place due to distance and me myself..haha so i just went there and molested all the other fids that turned up!

After that, a renowed macaw breeder, Mr Chong, came over. After chatting and eating, he actually invited the bunch of us over to his place to view his collection.! When he reached his place, i was shockingly amazed to see 5 hyacinth macaws! My jaws nearly dropped out and my heart was pounding.. Best of all, i touched it.. Never in my 17 going 18 years of life have i ever been so near to one or even touch one!!! It really made my day.!

Btw, hyacinth macaw are endangered and is in under cites list. To own one in Singapore, you need a license.OMGOMGOMG!
Thats the pic of the beautiful HYACINTH macaw!

Pics of my baby parrots!

Mummy and daddy cockatiel just had a clutch of 4 babies last month and heres pic of the 2 that are still avail for sale.. aren't they adorable.?

Tired tired tired!

Okay.. today was a freaking wierd and tiring day..
When to the gym in the morning and got a good pushing from my bro.. and now, my body hurts like mad.. arms back chest.. ouch..!


Anyways, something very retarded happened yesterday..
Got a prank call from my very x1000000 distant relative..( i don't even know how he looks like) and he was talking rubbish.. called me like 10x and just as i was about to dial to lodge a complain to the neighbourhood police post, my aunt called saying that it was her grandson doing it.. again, she is a distant aunt.. omg.. i don't know if i am phrasing the things i wrote correctly! It was just pissing off!Augh!Fuck HIM! =)

Okay.. so now i have learnt that giving chances to people who don't deserve it is such a waste.. The next time such things happen to me, i going to lodge a complain immediately.. so be reminded.. if you mess with me 1 more fucking time, i ain't gonna be mister nice guy! =)

While watching tv today, i saw a tag line from this show "eureka".. actually i saw it many times but i wanted to write about it today..here it goes!

Life - Dreams = Job

So people, when you think of life, dream big and NEVER let it be excluded because of a job! Do what you want to do and be what you want to be! You only live once don't let a damn job get into the way of your dream..Inspire yourself and you'll go far!

Anil

What a day!

When to Escape Theme Park today! Was very fun but the pepsi thing was spoilt. I actually liked that alot..
Anyways, before we left, i found something horrific in one of my cockatiel(a type of parrot) nestbox. The mother was attacking her 1 day old hatchling and was going to kill it.. This i really don't know why.. I think that she is just extremely inexperienced. Anyways, i took the chick out as it was chilling. Then, i fed it abit and left for Escape.. when i was on my way back, i thought it might have not pulled through as it was quite badly injured by its mummy.

However, to my surprise it was stilll alive and that made me wanna care for it even more and give it a fighting chance. It very difficult though and i and not having my hopes high for such a fragile and tiny thing.

I have to feed it like every 2 hrs or else it will dehyrate and die.. I sense sleepness nights! AHh!

Anyways i will update its progress or not.. *keeping my fingers cross*

Its Over!

Yay! today is the last day of my Common Test. Woohoo! Molecular Bio rocks man! paper was kinda easy but i had to ask help from Fu.=P

Anyways, Ed, Fu and me went to play badminton just now.. before that went to Queenstown to re-string their rackets. We played for 4 hrs sey and boy was it tiring..haha!

Anyways, halfway that kuku Ed and Fu team up and started hitting me with the shuttle cock.. Worst still, they placed Prices on my body parts! Asses!!!!

I got hit everywhere..=(.. even down south too..!

WOOHOO.. going to bed now... damn tired!! yay! holidays!

Fun Fun and more Fun!

Woohoo.. after biochem paper today(which was easy but i did made some careless mistakes), Fu, Vince, Daryl and ME went to makan at canteen 1 and then go study for Molecular Biology which is tmr. Although i scared blankly at the lecture notes half of the time, i still managed to answer Fu's qns!..haha

Then, we went to Bukit Batok to makan Pastamania! Ordered of kuku thing filled with cheese and spinach... was quite nice. But the drink wasn't nice sia.. so yea.. don't order Mocha Latte there..YUK!

When to CCK after that cos that Fu wanted to get something.. in the end, Vince bought for us some keychain thing that was very nice.. Thanks alot sexy!HAha!

I seriously enjoy going out with them cos they are a bunch of crazy ppl. We laughed and disturb one another soo much and i think its FUn.. lol crazy huh??WooHoo tmr going to play Badminton with Fu and Ed!

Look i am writing here and i am not studying.. oh crap... okay enough for now..gtg!

It Has been freaking long!

Oh man.. it has been freaking long ever since i post in this blog. Yes i know i did say a couple of times that i would try to do it everyday.. but hey i'm only human.. haha and yea.. i always thought that it wasn't important to write stuffs. however, when you think back, you realise how important some of those stuffs are.

Now, its my CT week and boy was i in the mood for redbull. Was suppose to go and study with Xian Wang and Vince today but haiz.. i woke up.. and fell asleep again.. omg..haha damn funny ah!

Anyways, tmr is BioChemistry test and i still am having problem with my Amino Acids. Omg! Sucks man..

Last paper is on Friday then yay!

Anyways, i think that the day is still young which means i have time to study! Yea..

Okay. i think i've said enough for now.. woohoo!